Fasting again...

Today was day two of my fast. I allowed myself to eat for three days and I was feeling very out of control so I am back to fasting. I am having some problems with my electrolytes but nothing too serious as far as I am concerned. I need to feel empty...it makes me feel cleaner and more in control of my crazy life. I need to lose so much weight and I do get discouraged but I will reach my UGW of 90 pounds. I don't care if I die trying...I need this...it is all I know.